little cutie's story

Hello!

2009-04-11T02:00:00.000-07:00

heeeeeeeeeeeeeey gue baru posting lagi nih haha kemaren kemaren gue sibuk (sok). hem kesepian nih gue kangen sama si faiz -___- Jujur abis gueeee ztzt
senin uts! omg malaaaaaaaaaaay huhu math lagi pertama ah!

sakit zzzz

2009-04-08T20:31:00.000-07:00

iya keseeeel deh gue kemaren udah perut gue sakit banget ya, trus gue demam segala jadi ga masuk sekolah deh huuuuuh padahal kan abis sekolah tadinya mau ke kemang sm eightyqualee ku sayang.
maaaaf yaaaaaaa gue gaikut deh huhu, trs jam siang gt lupa gue ditelfon asya dan kawan kawan, heeem mereka minta gue kerumah asyaaaa tapi gue ga dibolehin sm mama -____-
Yaudah akhirnya mereka jalan bertujuh deh, eh iyakan? heeem gue gaikut aaaaaa ngeeeehhhhh-e!

aaaaaaaaaaaaaah senin uts!!! males banget deh ah, matematika lagi pertama huuuh keanya gue musti cangkok otak deh biar ga bego......
esia gue disita lagi aaaaaah kenapa ya sial bet MINGGU MINGGU INI ?
sialnya lengkap deh lovelife, duit gue cekak bangeeeet lalu lalu otak gue makin lama makin dong dong kalo dipikir yaaaa.

Kangeeeeeeeeeen juga gue sama kelas ballet gue sih tapi sumpah gue males buat masuk lagi idkkkk why but my feel say bored :(
gimana dong boookkkk mama gue ngomel ngomel lagi gue bolos mulu huaaaaa betebete ah bete bete ah -__-

dan ada lagi 1 masalah sekolah gue, tanggal 17 dance sekolah gue disuruh ngisi acara eeee tapi gue pikir acaranya apaan ini? TVRI !!!!
anying ma to the les maleeeeeeeees aaaaaaaaaaaa gimana dong uuuhhhh guguk deh

-____________________-

CRY

2009-04-08T02:41:00.000-07:00

I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
Cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truely
But at the time it didn't mean a thing

My mind is gone, i'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed
Cause it's hurting me to let it go
Maybe cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more
I shoulda never let you hold me baby
Maybe why i'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Gotta figure out how you stole my heart

My mind is gone, i'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

How did I get here with you, i'll never know
I never meant to let it get so, personal
After all I tried to do, stay away from loving you
I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know
And I won't let it show
You won't see me cry

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry
cry

All my life...

Playboy aargh fvcklalaa

2009-04-07T20:55:00.000-07:00

cuma mau bilang
"take a deep breath"

You're a million times better for me, but who else?

2009-04-06T07:39:00.000-07:00

All this time we are together it makes me feel like doing anything to make us together forever, i kept thinking about the future. Its like the things that I've been through, i want it to last as long as we can. I love love love you forever.
I would do anything to hold your hands forever, as long as we are together I will make you feel like my arms are around you at all times. I promise you by 10 years time if you're still together with me, i promise you, u will look back at this particular time. You are everything now every single blood cells and everything there is in me. If its not you, love isn't much of a thing around me.
You're the one that brought me to the real meaning of love. I wish you were always here with me, everywhere I go, there's always you by my side. You can hate me anytime hunny, but I will always love you even you are feeling down sad lonely miserable upon your feelings, you can always leave me alone, you can always ignore me and stuff like that, but I know if you mean it or you want to have an alone time and reflect upon the past, i will always always always love you. In one particular time, I was thinking about your sad story that really touches me. In one point of time, I had realized how strong friendships are and the love of each other. Never in my life, I had faced and witness something like this. You brought me to everything I didn't have before, you brought me to the real world, exploring sadness and happiness all in one time, sharing thoughts together, watching people fall and rise, helping people to strive their needs of love. I never ever figure out to express all my love to you. If it wasn't you, I would most likely be the most useless person. Anything about love will indeed touch. Never in my life I felt so close to someone I love for more than half a year :) I wish I can only wish and believe bebbey, that we could actually do this particular thingg forever."

---------Achaloveswho?---------

ange

2009-04-04T19:58:00.000-07:00

iya nih masa ya gue dikatain ange (anak sange) padahal nggaaaaaaaaaaaaak aaah ngeselin abis tuh anak anak kelas 83 hahaha
yaaa gara2 gue asya cella tuh CUMAN YA CUMAN dengerin cella cerita padahal ga cerita penting wakak tapi pas pel agama gitu trus pak edi ngiranya lagi ngomongin boki kali yaaaaaaaaaa.........
trus yaudah akhirnya gue dicap boki mulu dah nge to the se to the linnnnnnnn pret

menghayal bebas pelajaran matematika

2009-04-04T19:53:00.000-07:00

iyaa jadi gini ya kan gue duduk sebangku tuh sm Asya wawawa 2taunn loohhh duduk bareng haha jamuran -__- canda sya ngga ngga. trus kan ada guru dari luar gitu deh gantiin bu irma ngajar keanya sih ngetes doang sihhh tapi sumpah ribet abis diajarin sm dia aaaa bingung!
yaudah akhirnya gue sm asya gak merhatiin tuh ya kita cerita2 trus MENGHAYAL GITU DEEEEEEH ;p
Iya kan gue ada geng gitu (cieee pelopor wakak) namanya Eightyqualee trus tanggal 16 May mau 1taun looohh hiiii dateng yaa acaranya, mau ada pensi gitu (boong). lalu lalu......................

.......................

Ac 'eh sya sya bentar lg eightyqualee 1st year loh hahaha'
As ' iya ya aduuuh seneng deeh, bikin acara apa ya?'
Ac 'mari berfikir!'
As 'udahhhh beli kue yg Opera ajaaa hahaha trus dihiasin'
Ac 'kenapa harus Opera?'
As 'yaaa Opera'
Ac 'rasanya?'
As 'iye Opera, goblok lo'
Ac 'ooohaha iye trus gimana ya bentuknya?'
As 'hmm kotak? bulet?'

gue sama asya nyoret2 buku gitu gambar contoh kuenya

As 'dapur coklat ye'
Ac 'iye kumpulin duit haha'
As 'hmm haha bego cha lo gambarnya kotak gitu'
Ac 'ntr diatasnya ada cherry2 gitu ngelingkarin, trus tengah2 tulisannya Happy Birthday 1st Year EIGHTYQUALEE'
As 'iyaya hahaha trus ada lilinnya nomer 1 cha'
Ac 'wakakka eh gimana yaa kalo anak 8e (eightyqualee) dikasih surprise pas ulangtaun, ih seneng bangeeeet deh'
As 'haha iya trus yg ngasih anak Fratelli hahahhaa tyo tyo'
Ac 'bayangin deh sya kalo misalnya kita ya lagi ngobrol gitu di lapangan trs tiba2 anak Fratelli dateng bawa kue bilang gini Happy Birthday eightyqualee trus nyanyi happy birthday 8e happy birthday 8e hahaha'
As 'anying hahaha iya cha seru abis anak kelas 1 ikut2 juga doooong biar seru'
Ac 'kalo gitu sekalian aja nyewa gedung, buat promnite trus guest star nya Pussycat Dolls'
As 'pret'
Ac 'iya sya ntr gini, tyo bilang sya selamet ya buat 8e trus...muah muah dicium gitu asyanya ahhahaha anjiiiiiirrrrrr ;p
As 'buakakkakakak'

yaaa lo tau kan ya asya kalo ketawa lebay lebay gitu kannnn haha sama aje kea gue -,-
trus sampe istirahat kita ketawa2 trus nyebarin hayalan kita ke anak2 lainnya tapi ternyata........................tanggepannya biasa aja ya sya ahhahahhaa berarti kita emg duo lebay ;p

yaa itulah pokoknya asya sm acha sayang eightyqualee, xoxo hihi

about faiz

2009-04-04T04:29:00.000-07:00

muhammad faiz abdurrahman

2009-04-04T01:06:00.000-07:00

HOW DID YOU GET A BESTFRIEND?

Hem gue mau cerita nih iseng hehehehe, gue punya sahabat baiiiiikkkkkkkk banget namanya owen or her full name is Rowena Descagita.
Cantik yaa namanya, seperti orang nya hahahha iya jadi kita udah sahabatan banget dari dulu ikut jazz ballet, selalu bareng2 kompak hemm tapi sayangnya sekarang gue pindah ke Namarina cabang Tebet, sedangkan owen ada di pusat.

Tapi walaupun jauh jauhan kita tetep jalan bareng kok, pertama kali gue jalan sama owen tuh pas mau nonton Get Smart. Ngga cuma berdua sih, sama revie, trus sama ncek.
Haha gue inget deh gue kan yang ngecomblangin owen sama revie, dan dulu gue masih sama mantan gue namanya ncek.

nah kan kita nontonnya di sency, abis itu makan bentar deh ya jalan lalu pulang hehehe.
terus ya sering ngumpul sama anak anak luar jalan gitu lah ya, hemm suka otp smsan banyak deh like a real bff!!!! hihi
terakhir gue ketemu owen pas di ulangtaun gue dia dateng pake dress putih sm greenback shoes,
dia kasih kado gue dompet hihi i like your present wen thank you darling : )

pokonya owen tuh bener2 ngerti gue, dia tau gue luar dalem pokonya comfort deh sahabatan sama dia hihi i love you wen ^__^

2009-04-04T01:00:00.000-07:00

MY GIRLS

INI LAH TAMPANG GUE PAS DICEPLOKIN WAKTU ULANG TAHUN

otp dan lain lainnya

2009-04-03T20:37:00.000-07:00

4 April 2009, 05.41 a.m

(bella's lullaby) menyanyi dan bergetar di hp gue, maksudnya hp gue berdering haha asik.
gue kan masih ngantuk ngantuk gitu yaaa zz mata gue masih seliwingan buat melek haaaaaaaaft tapi bunyi hp gue yg ngga nahan bikin orang keguguran.
akhirnya gue angkat deh, ternyata yg nelfon si praicy

A ; 'halo'
P ; 'ca masih tidur ga?'
A ; 'pray, kalo gue masih tidur ga mungkin gue angkat telfonlo deh'
P ; (ketawa) bete nih gue ca nunggu nyokap gue, gue mau ke bogor gitu deh ngobrol yuk ca'
A ; 'ngaaaantuk gue, yaudah deh demi teman mau ngobrol apa?'
P ; 'ah ca ayodooong semangat, jadi orang jgn males2an dong!'

setau gue, libur adalah hari yg sangat enak karena hari khusus males malesan -___-

...........
yaudah tuh pokonya gue ngobrol durasi nya 23 menit 12 detik menit ke 8 haha kan gue tidur lagi tuh yaaaa
akhirnya jam 9an gue bangun tuh langsung ol gua trs buka fb, hem kenapa ya fb skg ngebosenin gitu?

trus kan gue buka deviantart ya gue gaptek dah noh kaga ngapa2in cm bikin bikin account hahahhahaha
hem trus gue sarapan pake roti sama coklat enak deh yg mau bikin sendiri.

teruuuuuuuuuuus, hari ini pulsa gue bener2 plong plong abisnya hahahhaa.
gue minta TP kakak gue pelit bangeeeeeeeeeeet, kalo mama papa gue kan beda bukan indosat gitu, gak gaul. haha apaseh

AKHIRNYA!

gue di TP in sama cindyyy my babyyyy hihihihiwwww makasih ya sayang tapi sempet sih gue gak tau terima kasih sama dia kan dia TP gue cuma 1000!!!!!
trus dia sms gue 'ca udah nyampe kan? seribu ya haha' wanying gue bales 'cuma seribu perak kaaaaan pelitnya naujubileh'
haha jangan gitu lah ca kan dia udah TP in lo gitu gaboleh ngatain pelit hahahha

Lalu gue kesel gitu waokwoakok esia gue lowbat trus chargernya ilang ahuahua gbs otp deh sama..............................ada deh hahahhaha zzzz
yaudah deh smg aja ketemu makanya doain hahahahaha gjls bgt kan nih blog nya emang dongo

yaudah deh byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2009-03-31T01:16:00.000-07:00

love means.............

2009-03-31T01:11:00.000-07:00

muhammad faiz abdurrahman

do you know what the mean of this word?

2009-03-31T01:06:00.000-07:00

AIS

:)

2009-03-30T19:01:00.000-07:00

Weak
I have been crying and crying for weeks
How’d I survivewhen I can barely speak
Barely eat
On my knees

But that’s the moment you came to me
I don’t know what your love has done to me
Think I’m invincible you see
Through the me
I used to be

You changed my whole life
Don’t know what your doing to me with your love
I’m feeling all Super human
You did that to me
Super human heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you, superhuman
Super human

Strong
Since I’ve been flying and righting the wrongs
Feels almost like i had it all along
I can see tomorrow

But every problem is gone because
I flew everywhere with love inside of me
It’s unbelievable to see
How love could set me free

You changed my whole life
Don’t know what your doing to me with your love
I’m feeling all Super human
You did that to me
Super human heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you, superhuman
Super human

Its not a bird
Not a plane

Its my heart and its gonna go away

My only weakness is you
Only reason is you
Every minute with you I feel like I can do
Anything

Going going I’m going away
In love
You changed my whole life
Don’t know what your doing to me with your love
I’m feeling all Super human
You did that to me
Super human heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you, superhuman
Super human

2009-03-27T22:29:00.000-07:00

2009-03-25T17:55:00.000-07:00

ma-les

2009-03-21T18:10:00.000-07:00

iyakan jadi gini ya hari ini ulangtaun gue dirayain kan yaaaaaaaaaaa nah nah baru jam 7 pagiiiiii udah disuruh mandi padahal acaranya jam 5 sore!!
Nah kan gue tidur lagi tuh kakak gue bawel 'ca mandi ca mandi' anying yeee kaga ngarti orang so tired daaah ngeselin, ya gue gamau dong masa mandi skarang sih males banget ntr malah bau lagiii tanggung ah ntr aja sore kaaan EEEH DIPAKSA!!!!
babi lu des hahahaha, yaudah gue mandi kan yaaa

EH PAS UDAH MANDI KAKAK GUE BILANG 'ca lo dirumah aja ya gue sm mama mau beres2 tempatnya dulu, ntr siang lo gue jemput oke'
waaaaaaaaaa shaitonirojime dah gue udah siap2 yaudah kan ya gue dirumah tuh ama popeye (yg ngerti diem aja).

yaudah sambil nunggu gue main laptop aja online posting sims-ing sm makan tidur makan tidur, bosen

very boreeeeeeeeeeed gilaaakkkkk gue bingung mau ngapain malah no pulseeeeeeeeee, pulsa gue abiiiiiisss ah betebete aah betebete ahh..
udah bete kan ya ga ada yg bisa diajak otp aduuuuuuuuuuh malang bgt nasib gue

makanya siapakek TP dong m3 nihhhhh hahahahhahaa gaul yaudah ya gue away dulu ngapainkek haha bosen nih yg kaya pulsa bagidong kalo ngga nelfon gue deh ah bete! (maksaaaaaaaaaaaaaaadeh)

Happy Birthday!

2009-03-20T17:14:00.000-07:00

tanggal 20 maret gue ga tidur tuh, nunggu jam 12 alias jadi tanggal 21 maret!!!
gue ulangtaun lhoooo hihi : )
Jam 11 tuh ya, 1 jam lagiiiiiii eh gila ngantuk banget gueeee yaudah kan ya gue ketiduran ah ah ah tai abis ga tuh hahahhahaha

Trus pagi2nya jam 7 deh gue bangun, yeeeeeeeeaaaay hahahahha 13 taun gue hihi..
trus tiba2 Nando nelfon gue tuh yaudah gue angkat dia blg happy birthday blabla yaudah haha gue tidur lagi

nah pas bangun lagi, 6 sms deh baru hahahha
ternyata sms tuh udah ada sebelum nando nelfon gue, berarti gue ga liat dong ya hahahhaha zz
pertama:
dari ka Fadhel Zarmen tuh haha makasih ya kak
kedua dari Rio Rusdiano tuh si anak gaul wakakak
ketiga dari azher boki hahahha
keempat dari GANAAAA SI ANAK EKSIS MAHAL MAHAL hehe
kelima dari bang aldo deh pacar kakak gua wkwkwkkwk

Makanyaaa pada sms lagi dooong hahahhaha

Iya trustrus guekan buka fb tuh yaaaa ngeeeeeeeeeeeh banyak yg ngucapin, amin deh masih pada inget hehehhe : )

pokoknya makasih yaaaa semuaaanyaaaa, iloveyouall !!

Nah sekarang gue mau jemput mama gue di bandara haha asiiik mama pulang hihi yaudah ya byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee : D

TIRED!!

2009-03-19T04:10:00.000-07:00

1. Capek tiap hari sekolah terus
2. Capek tiap hari digituin!!!!
3. Capek tiap ngelakuin apa apa diomongin
4. Capek tiap ngapain aja dikomentarin, mending positif tapi bukan
5. Capek tiap punya temen pasti adaaa aja orang yg ngehasut
6. Capek tiap dirumah ada aja yg ngajakin berantem (kakak)
7. Capek tiap mau tidur dijailin sm kakak gue yg minta gue gampar
8. Capek tiap mau ngelakuin yg bener tetep aja salah dimata lo
9. Capek tiap cerita ga ada yg respect
10. Capek tiap menit selalu ada omongan
11. Capek tiap detik selalu masang muka
12. Capek tiap jam selalu ada masalah
13. Capek tiap hari kaya giniiiiiiiiiiiii
14. Capek tiap mau ngapaain gitu eh malah...................................
15. Capek